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Hey everyone! I know I'm behind once again in updating and I apologize for that. I've just been busy as always and had alot going on. I did have a great Thanksgiving though. Hope you all did too. :) To fill you all in on my 'love life' of whatever you want to call it.... I talked to Leonard Wednesday (21st) night on IM. It went alright I guess, to be honest I'm not sure what alright really is anymore. Basically he acts like he hates me and doesnt want to have anything to do with me. So the last thing I told him was I was sorry for pouring out my feelings towards him but I didn't know what else to do. It's hard for me to let go of someone or someone that I dont understand what when wrong or why. You know? SO I told him I was completely done and I was going to leave him alone for good now. If he wanted me in his life he knows how to get in touch with me. It just seems like so much for staying friends like he said, but thats life. Maybe in time it'll all work out if it's meant to be. I'm not going to worry about it though because I've done all I can do. That's enough about him now!

Kimberly spent the night with me on Thanksgiving and we had alot of fun. We went shopping late that afternoon and then we went back out at midnight or Friday morning and went to the mall. Yes with all the other crazy people. haha The day after Thanksgiving sales are pretty good but theirs just way to many people out. Plus since this year the mall opened at midnight that was different. We stayed out till about 2am in the morning and then went back to my house and went to bed. I was freaking tired! Oh and my sister spent the night with us too. Anyways we got back up around 7am ish and went shopping a little more. I decorated my house all afternoon Friday and it looked great. I put up my Christmas tree and everything. Then Mom gave me a little house warming party with some family and close friends that night. I got some pretty neat stuff too. :) lol It was fun!

So I didnt hear from Eric at all till yesterday (the25th), since Thanksgiving day. I was really worried because it wasnt like him. Plus it felt weird not talking to him or seeing him occasionally. But he replied to a myspace message I had sent him asking what was up and why he hadn't called me or returned my calls the past several days. He said he left his phone charger at a friends house and wouldn't get it back till last night (Sunday the 25th). I somewhat find that quite hard to believe, because I know I couldn't go that long without my cell phone. Come on! lol Anyways he messaged me really late last night saying he got it back and that he'd call me later on tomorrow, well today now. So hopefully he does because I really really miss him alot. I know we're just friends but still. I spent the night at my parents last night too. I just didnt want to be home by myself really. It has been so nasty and raining today. I hate those kinda days because it just makes you wanna stay in bed all day, wrapped up in a blanket, watching TV and eating of course. haha I could have stayed in bed all day too. Ugh! To bad I have to work for a living though I guess. Anyways, work definantly felt like a Monday big time today. It went by so slow and it was freezing all day. I got off work a little bit early today because I still wasn't feeling to good, and I went to my parents house. I layed in bed and slept for about an hour an a half about I think, and then got up and ate some dinner. Hot dogs, gotta love those. lol I had to go over to my house and grab a few things though because I decided to stay at my parents house again for the night. I know what your thinking... I have my own house yet God only knows why I don't stay their. Oh well! Maybe I miss being with my parents and all. Honestly I kinda do and I never thought I'd say that. Also tonight I started talking to this guy, his name is Bradley by the way. He'es Jasons cousin, oh Jason is a guy who's Dad used to work for my dad a long time ago. So to say the least we talked for a really long time about just everything really. It was great and I enjoyed our conversation alot. Alrite, Sorry for jumping around alot on you in this post but that's because I haven't updated in a while and all my thoughts were just jumbled together. I wont let it get that bad next time, promise.