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Hello! So, I figured I'd update you on the past few days.... Since Monday at least. Not to much has happened though. I've stayed at my parents house every night this week. I know I'm crazy, but oh well. lol I've had a hard week so far, every day has felt like a Monday all over again. Specially yesterday it was just awful! It started to get better later that afternoon because I got to see Daniel (him and Mark work for dad some). He's always really positive and makes me feel alot better. :) Then things got worse again because Leonard was being an a** in texting. He just kept saying 'whatever' and all kinds of junk, so that didn't help at all. I let it go though because I just don't need that kinda drama in my life at all. You know? Well after work (this is still yesterday) I went home, to my parents house, and ate some dinner. Then I met Bradley at the cheap movie theater. I just needed to relax and have some down time after the day I had had and Bradley and I wanted to meet for the first time, so we did. It wasn't the first impression I wanted him to have of me, still in work clothes, and all stressed out, but it's okay. lol He was really nice! :) He even paid for my movie, which shocked me big time. I was like well thank you, you didn't have to do that, and he goes yeah it really broke my bank. haha He's funny too, which is always good. To put it in a nut shell, he seemed really great and I still want to consider him for a roommate. Nothing is out of the question right now at all. Anyways, we talked for a little bit after the movie (we saw The Heartbreak Kid) and he went and saw my house w/ me too. Then I went back to my parents house for the night again. I got to talk to Bradley again online for a little bit and then I was tired so we both got off and went to bed. That was the extent of my yesterday and pretty much the past few days. lol
So, today.... well it started off alot better than the rest of the week, thank God. Work was pretty slow as usual so I tried to find some stuff to do and be productive. hehe Dad did ask me to ride with him this morning and help do some stops, so I did. That made the day go by a little faster at least. But also I kinda got the lectures.... HE said he was up this morning at 4am praying for me and decided to read my whole myspace. That I wasn't to fond of to be honest because their's alot on it and it's kinda personal. I do know it is on the internet and everyONE can see it, but to my family it's like I wanted them to be left out of it just cause it's my LIFE. You know? Anyways, I want even go into what all he said it'd just be pointless to even talk about honestly. I know he cares though, I mean he's my dad of course, and i love him with all my heart but still. I am 18 and I am making and have made my own choices and what I do with my life is up to me. But anyways enough about that! I had leftover pizza for lunch that we had cooked on the Big Green Egg yesterday and it was great. Yumm!
After work I went by my parents house, for dinner of course, and to get some of my things because I decided I'd spend the night at my house tonight. Finally, I know. lol It's just that I don't like being at home alone it makes me feel weird and I hear everything which I hate. I'll get used to it eventually though, I hope or either I'll get a roommate. But I left my parents house all upset because when I got home mom started lecturing me about everything. It was mainly the same things dad had lectured me about in the car earlier today. So I went home all in tears.... I called Eric (which by the way he had called me like an hr before that for a min.) and asked if he was getting out anywhere tonight and he wasn't. He had worked 21 hours today so he was defiantly tired. I just hate being at home by myself and specially when I'm upset it makes everything a whole lot worse. Well anyways to make a long story short I stayed their by myself and went to bed a little after 9pm. I just felt awful and I needed some sleep to try to relax. That was pretty much it though...