absolutely amazing

November the 5th (Monday), or I guess that would be two days ago now. lol I got see Leonard after all. Go figure... We couldn't break the record or go a day without seeing each other, now could we? We weren't suppose to get too, plus considering how we decided to be just 'friends' and all you'd think we could live a day without seeing the other. Well apparently we can't! I got off work and went by Wal-Mart for a little while and got some stuff, and then headed over to my new house. I honestly wasn't sure he was going to even come, but I'm glad he did. Seeing his truck pull up in my drive way around 6pm ish made me so happy. :) We ended up hanging out at my house for a while well actually till about 9pm ish. Yeah a long time, I know. We just talked, hung out, and he helped me do a few things. We want go into details though, sorry. lol Let's just say I really enjoyed it alot! But I have to say, so much for just being 'friends'. That's going to be a whole lot harder than either one of us thought. Plus it was his idea in the first place, and I give him credit it's still a good idea so that we can get to know each other, but I don't think it's going to work to well. I mean I'm completely crazy about him, and the way he acts I'd say he's crazy about me too. (Hopefully!!) Well I had a pretty good day Monday, specially that night.

Yesterday morning, (the 6th) he called me on his way to work and we talked for a few minutes. That always makes my morning alot better--just hearing his voice. Awww, how sweet! :) Work today has been a little stressful, but it was alright. I've been trying to get things organized and all that fun stuff. Last night Leo asked me to go to dance lessons with him tomorrow (or today now), because he didn't have a partner. He and his sister take Ballroom Dancing. Believe it or not I've actually always wanted to learn to dance, but it never really felt like me so I just never went through with it. I was really excited about it too though! Then he texted me this morning acting all weird and telling me I didn't have to go if I didn't want to. Well I defiantly wanted to go, that's for sure. He's like I know you need to work, and I do, but I went in early this morning so I could get off earlier. So I had it all planed out and everything, and then he's acting all weird, sounding like he doesn't want me to go with him now. After he invited me and everything... Then I found out he wanted to go with an 'old friend' who also just so happens to be an EX girlfriend. Well that really made me upset and I didn't know what to think at all by that point. I was just like whatever, go with her if that's what you want to do. I mean I know she's an EX for some reason, but since I don't know what that reason is it worries me a little. I guess part of me is afraid I'll lose him to her or some other girl for that matter. Whoever she is though, she'd have to be totally out of her mind stupid, not to like Leo. I mean he's an amazingly great guy. Anyway, he knew I was mad, but it was more upset than mad, and he apologized and told me he really wanted to go with me. So that was good, but it's just all the mixed emotions I'm getting from him I'm not sure what to make of them all. Sometimes there good and other times there bad, and then I just don't understand. I'm strong though, I do know that, and no matter what I'll get through this just like I've made it through everything else in my past. So on a better note... He picked me up from work around 4:30pm and we went to his lesson. It was my first time taking any kind of dance lesson and plus I had never been ballroom dancing before either. I had soooo much fun!!! I would love to do it again, but I don't know if I'll be able to. We'll see I guess. After dance we went back to my work so I could get my car, and well we might have got a little sidetrack for about an hour and a half. lol But he had to go meet up with Josh because he was suppose to be cooking for them (who knows why..) and then him and Josh go to the Handlebar every Tuesday. That was my understanding at least by what he said. He said he didn't invite me because he didn't want me to be mad that he dancing with alot of other girls. Well gah, I didn't really want to know that to be honest, but oh well. I trust him and I know he likes me. :) We left and I went home to ear dinner, got a shower, and then started watching my show on TV. I absolutely love Lincoln Heights, and it was the season finale. I thought I was actually going to get to watch it till someone decided to call me and interrupt. lol Leonard and Josh called and said they weren't dancing at the Handlebar and wanted to meet me at my new house. At first I said no because I was in my pjs already and had taken a shower, but what the heck I called him back and said I would. I couldn't resist! lol They got there about 9:30pm and we stayed till midnight. I'm kinda suppose to be home by 11pm but as you can see that didn't happen. Oh well! I had an amazing time!!! It was defiantly worth it for sure. I bet your wanted me to fill you in on some details now, aren't you? Well hate to break it to you that is not going to happen. Like I'm going to post my 'love life' on the internet. Least not those kinda details, but anyways change the subject. It was just amazing, wait I already said that. He's really, really, really good in..... and he makes me ..... haha You thought I was going to tell you something. lol Sorry, as you can tell I had alot of fun. =]

I'll post something else later on tonight about how my day went today. I know I do get behind sometimes but I'm busy and I have a life, but I also love to write (yes, type) so that's why I like doing this so much.